I shall call him squishy and he shall be mine, he shall be my squishy.

Once upon a time I went to an aquarium for the first time.
Dude.
If I could live in the ocean, I totally would.
I LOVE IT!!!
Fish are super cool.
And so are other things like the plants.. and stuff.
Shawna and I took super pretty pictures.


I love the pokey ones!!
They're so pretty!



I LOVE SEA CREATURES!!



...I even love the ugly ones.
:)
Poor guys.


BUT I love these guys the best :)
Thanks again Shawna and Jim, you are so awesome. :)





P.S. I also saw buffalo. It was basically bomb.
Seriously, Oklahoma is soooo pretty! I'll have to come back sometime in the summer or fall. :)

marshmallow

Cool story:
I love marshmallows.



Oh, and so does Shawna.



See, we wanted to roast marshmallows...
But we didn't have any roasters..



SO WE USED KNIVES!!!



...no seriously.
We LOVE marshmallows.



Isn't this the most beautiful roasted marshmallow you've ever seen?



Cookies and creme smores anyone??
Yes please!!



I love my Auntie Shawna!!
:)

World's Most Awkward Kiss

(Chelsea, I don't know if you still read my blog.... but if you do, I dedicate this post to you!)

Blane Asks Andie
Pretty in Pink at MOVIECLIPS.com

Christmas!!

Yes.
I KNOW I am forever late in posting about Christmas.
But it was so lovely I just HAVE to tell you about it.
:)

#1 Favorite Present:
I get to be an aunt AGAIN!!! Jade is pregnant. :) We are all so so so excited for her. And we can't wait for that baby!


#2 Favorite Present:
My guitar. Obvi. I do love my Penelope!! (PS don't think Pig Penelope.. think Penelope Cruz! My Penelope is a FIESTY LATINA!)


#3 Favorite Present:

"Nachoooooooooooooooooooooooo...."
"Getdatcornouttamahface!"
"They think I don't know a buttload about the gospel.. but I DO!"
"Hey, let go my blouse."
"They give me no eagle powers!! They give me no nutrients!"
"Incarnacio-one doodaloodleloodaloooo!"
I love it.

AAANNNND of course I loved getting to see my family and spend time with them! :)











Merry Christmas!
(...even if it is a little late!)

RHONE!

So...
I hold the firm belief that my nephew Rhone is the cutest thing on the planet.
Need proof?
okay!!











I love him!!

Good Enough

In the past... boys who said they love me.. or even liked me... took it back.

One boy said he loved me and then ignored me for weeks. It wasn't until 3 weeks later that he told me he'd found out his ex girlfriend was getting engaged and he realized he was still in love with her.

[Under your spell again.
I can't say no to you.
Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand.
I can't say no to you.]

One boy said he loved me... and then a couple days later said he loved the idea of me more than the actual me.

[Drink up sweet decadence.
I can't say no to you,
And I've completely lost myself, and I don't mind.
I can't say no to you.]

One boy decided he loved me only after months and months of rejecting me.

[And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall.
Pour real life down on me.
'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good.]

So... with that pitiful background... you might be able to understand why I might be a bit insecure and scared to give away parts of myself...

You might understand why I have had a hard time feeling good enough.
For... anyone.
Anyone worthwhile, at least.

[Can't believe that I feel...
Good enough,
I feel good enough.
It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good.]

To feel Inadequate is a hard thing to live with.
However,
Now
I
feel
Good
Enough.

And I like it.

[So take care what you ask of me,
'cause I can't say no.]

Institute!

BAHAHA this video made me laugh!
BUT it's so true.


And heck! I met Richard at institute!!